Things will get better

Hi hi I use logitech 925

I absolutely know what you mean and I struggle myself with making videos from public recordings because the room is so random and chat is indeed distracting

The point is it feels different being online, having fun, experimenting, feeling sexy and sharing it with our room VS stage it all alone, being professional and sterile. If I could I would definitely do that! I know it would be beneficial for me as well. But being online hits different 

And I usually don’t have much energy unfortunately, so it is another reason

I relate so much to that

<3

I think unhesitatingly consider oneself as a good person makes one not that good

I support how you decided to make others happy! And I hope it really helps you. But please please remember that you need to save energy for yourself and help yourself first, when you need it. I know how seeing your positive effect on others can boost your mood and make your day worth it! I hope it works in only good way for you, best luck to you <3
And I feel I found my happiness here, in things I do and people I am with ♥

In my head it always has been by Joy Division 

I think it says you are an emphatic person 

Hello. I am glad you could relate because for me personally it is comforting when I realize I am not alone in this.
I don’t know what you struggle with so I am not sure what exactly to say.

When I have my depressive episodes I know that I really can’t do anything to stop it. I have learnt to wait, trying to take care of myself as much as possible during these times, maybe doing something at home, it can be something small. I like cleaning, even small spot in your place cleaned by yourself cheers you up because you can see your small but still victory. Something that doesn’t request other people’s validation. Thinking about people’s expectations is something that really distress me.
Actually when I have very bad days I spend my time in bed avoiding any activity and communication. I have no mental and physical energy.

I kinda deal with it... And I can say I feel generally fine. I am coping with myself way better than I did 3, 4, 5 years ago and it is great. 

just want to leave it here

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...I will just leave it here

Well said

Because I am an evil witch and you better be scared because I can curse you. 
But I see by your generalization about evil and good people that you are already a miserable soul 

I don’t know, you set yourself the way I see it

It is all because of people (like you) in my room who charge me with energy and make me feel sexy ❤️

I wish I could ban all premiums with one click...

it's not a pornhub search

I am terrible in such things

I don’t know what to say. Thank you for this feedback, it makes me happy. You took me by surprise with these words.

But still all chocolate is sweet...

Royal Cheesburger!

to scam people

^^

to be offline 

To live not only for yourself, to share, find the magic in all the absurd and learn

It is exactly what you think. I am much better now after many years. Thank you very much.

Hard to answer, I am just often okay with myself and this is a great achievement for me really 

Thank you for alms. 

I do not.

Only my cat flying from shelf to shelf

N👌🏻

♥️

Lol I think that happened sometimes when I was younger and hanged out with my father’s fellows

Hello! My friend, don’t take it too serious. It is just part of a meme.  I hate comparing between different people. For me comparison works only in the term past myself - present myself.  

If we compare we will find that each of us is “worse” or “better” than someone, but it is very subjective and just means we are all different and have different abilities, knowledge, talents etc.  

And sadness... Leave it for me. I love it in some way, because without it I would not the person I am. We all can be sad and it lets us feel alive and learn more about ourselves.  

Thank you for your kind words.

I want to celebrate every day you all and I were born and had a chance to meet!

When I was younger I was completely into it. Now I am pretty indifferent about zodiac signs, but really I had a chance to learn very much.

I know about these periods and all, anyway I prefer to think I am a child of Capricorn, Ox and Mars (my planet). An absolutely stubbornness.

OMG I JUST GOOGLED IT 

Wooohooooo 💜

That is very nice. Not everyone is like you.

I honestly don’t know if I am supposed to answer such messages, just want to let you know that I read them all and check this page every day, I can rarely gather my thoughts to answer. 

Thank you so much, every of you who leave a mark of your love here ♥️

40 unanswered questions!!!

Your love heals me.

To be sincere, for myself it is very interesting and cringy to watch my past streams :) And every previous too! Thank you very much. You all give me my magnetic charge.

:ban 

I will just leave it here.

I did not know and want you to feel special. Because you truly are.

I understand. And believe me, now my company is not enjoyable at all.

No idea, honestly. Will do everything so it will happen as soon as possible.

I love my friends too

Okay, so what?

Use Wikipedia if don’t understand anything 

Why?

Some old Snapchat filter

It is good combined! I like it

You glowed up my night 

You made me very curious. I found that test. INTJ

Update: now it is INFP-T

Not sure 

It is amazing to get such messages when I am offline. Thank you.

I love that they can speak! Sometimes I imagine them as little bugs 🐜 

I will be a wallflower lol

I know what you mean and I want to say I don’t like easy ways.

Any loss or income can change my life now. No matter how small or big it would be. 

I prefer to change and control it by myself. 

Keep watching, wait for zeroing 

Lifetime ban

Me sad now too
Very touching message 

I am a very curious person as well!

1. Food is always hard thing to me
2. Black coffee, water, sometimes fresh orange juice 
3. No favorite numbers, just obsession 
4. Black 
5. Vanilla 
6. So many movies, long list, many can be forgotten 
7. Alliance - At dawn 
8. Autumn 
9. Cat
10. “Schedule”

You are right. Really everything about this place is making me stronger and developing me.

Yeah... All this you get when you enter this room

Exactly 

Fuck my life

Fuck my life

Fuck my life

Okay

This all sounds strange 

Reddit?? Give me the link

Ahh I am engaged in too many things now, anyway i think I can add this too, later

Lololol 

Oh haha  could not think you are talking about it 

Uh oh what is specifically?

Haha ♥️

I even don’t know what to say! I guess... thank you!!!

I did something special for you 

... please 

Me as I see myself and any other person does is an imagination is some way. So answer is yes.

Very strange conclusions....

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Oh who are those people? How did you promote? Why I still haven’t had a call from David Ayer?

Longer than I can hold your questions 

Oh no

With a question.

Is pigeon mail okay?

Lol which one, ANONYMOUS?

Did not know what to answer. You are all my friends.

Mfc doesn’t have categories! And I am not the most successful one!!! Why the fuck I am answering this

You will know first!

I will just leave it here 

Hard to believe, thank you so much! No transition, only parkour from one emotion to another.

You are going to make me cry with the happiest tears! You mean the world to me too and it’s you who always give me inspiration!

Who told love inside of me has disappeared?

You flatter me. Also I don’t remember you in my room at all. Prefer to stay in the shadow?

Uh oh, don’t be scared! My magical friend Aaron wrote here later that his message was unintentionally sent as anonymous. I just did not answer that addition. I can also show proves about anonymity. I know how it is to be paranoid : )

Aaron, thank you : D I will check him! Actually I don’t think I am very feminine 

To be honest, it is my friend’s dead father’s t-shirt. It is big, long, very comfortable, I sleep in it often and it catches a lot of attention online : )

I think I can be hard for me to answer you. Because I don’t have depression itself, I only have its phases so I treat it differently. I feel like I pay with my suffering for my happiness.

I love confusion 

... please 
just
stop

Such words mean a world to me! ♥️

Aaron, you made me very blush with your words! Thank you, it is really very pleasant to read. 
I did not learn to dance and I can’t tell I practiced at home. If you watch my past streams, you will see that it is process of my opening, growing confidence and manifestation of my inner features more and more. I thought about it myself. And I think it is not a process of learning (still I learn every day) but more of showing what I always have had inside.

It is a curious question! Can you be more specific?

No, I don’t see it that way. I see it like mutual exchange. I give, I get.

It always amazes me to the depth when I get such words... it is hard to believe for me that people have such strong feelings and emotions 
You know
Because of me

It is mutual.

It is pretty obvious to me

It makes me happy to know this

I have done 

The word “popularity” means nothing to me by itself, but the idea of making the world brighter and people happier means a lot to me

I don’t feel it 

It is!

Nudity is nudity, topless is topless 

Hard to tell. I am being sick for all my life. But I see what you mean. Yes, since I got back my condition changed, it looks like my mania ended and my depression started. 

Yes, a naked body can be very aesthetic and not vulgar.  I don’t like obscene things and I wouldn’t turn my genitals inside out.

There are no people like you as well

Like what specifically?

I did, thank you! I did not expect that.

You will see me in 22 hours!

Soon, my friend, soon 

I will be home on Wednesday 

I miss you, anon. I generally miss my time on mfc. I already want to go home! Tomorrow my returning will start!

🖤

Oh, really no, except our awful roads! Customs clearance was surprisingly fast and easy, even with the fact we had to do it dozens of times!

It started stalling very often, my dad was freaked out, he thought it would be something really serious and extremely expensive. We went to diagnostic center and everything turned out very good, there was a problem, but simple and not so expensive. Additional adventure was added.

Oh lol, I haven’t had time yet! Right now we are in the nearby town fixing the car ehh

I really don’t like tanning, swimming, you know, this beach activity. I am going to use all their spa services! And I am going to buy something really interesting and different from my country, food, souvenirs, clothes, etc.

I know some people are really obsessed with different cathedrals. I guess I am not like this. I haven’t tried but I don’t want to. Traveling and visiting places are not for me.

What should I do while I’m gone?

Thank you. I will try my best.

Not yet, I saw it on YouTube, but still haven’t heard.

Woah 

Yes, it is so. But I easily can add anyone, I don’t have price for this. 

thank you thank you thank you ♥️
Can’t believe you remember! It is so pleasant. Hope to talk soon again!

Umm they are alright!

You make me feel so.

Don’t tell it is beginning again...

I am imperfect, you are imperfect, the world is as well. 

You, guys, happened 

Exactly!

I am sure I am!

I do love Power!

“Anonymous asked 3 hours ago”

What exactly are you interested in? Some was deleted, some was hidden.

Sometimes!

These days mostly... mfc 

Rather like being tired of blushing